Everyone else had one......

fyi

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 14:11:43 GMT

i have a boyfriend.. yayayayaya okay im done

My quiz

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 18:31:22 GMT

Rel's Quiz

Do you know me?

WTF??

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 02:38:06 GMT

Okay i got this message from a hot girl in my my space..

Your so pretty so I figured I would send you this If I offended you im sorry. I recently started being referred by a guy that I meet on here that runs an air charter company for lets say entertainment and companionship for some of the costumers they have in town in theorlando kissimey area. Last week I made 1000 in 2 nights so its a pretty good deal. But if your interested let me know and ill ask him if its ok to give you his .. or myspace or something. Sorry again if I might have offended you its defiantly not what I had in mind.

actually if your really intrestded the owner is in town in the area tonight so if u wantded u coudl give him a call tell him i told u to 330-322-9044 ask for brandon..i occasionally travel to the area also thats how i meet the coustumers

First of all she can't spell... but uhh.. flattering yes.. but what exactly is she asking me to try out for.. hahahhaha. wow that made my week.. hahahhaha

love you all

life

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 22:12:11 GMT

Well. Justin finally moved in yay! It smells like boy in the apartment now.. ahh hahaha.. somewhat comforting. Well I don't think I have ever lived with someone other than someone that I was dating. So it's a little weird. I always think that I have to wait to see if they want to eat or something. I'm not used to doing my own thing. Well I believe that we are going to throw a party so be ready bitches. Ashley and Manu said that they would come up. So now i have to throw one. I miss them. Can I just say that we all need to go to hulahans and drink a heck of a lot more often. My drinks cost me a total of 10 bucks and they got me drunk. It was awesome. Well Im sort of anxious for classes to start.. technically this could be the last semester that I'll ever have to be a college student. It's really scary. David comes here soon. So that is exciting too. yay. Well im not looking forward to the next two weeks bc all i do is work. ewww. Well love you all.

rel

reflections

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 22:34:36 GMT

Can i just say that I looooove surfing.. thanks a lot David. Well I've been quite the traveler this summer.. first stuart, then reno, lake tahoe and then cocoa beach. I've had fun this summer, lots of it. I made a new best friend.. " You're my best friend" --that movie is awesome. And I at least hooked her up.. I told her that I would pay her back... This next year is going to be scary for me. I mean i graduate and I have no idea where I am going to go. Should I stay in Tampa or should I go back to PC or should I go somewhere totally random. It's all so scary. I didn't realize how much i based my decisions around Ryan. Now there is just me and my wonderful friends. Teaching terrifies me. holy crap.. I am going to have people look up to me. Looking to me for answers.. Looking to me for advice... for help.. for everything. Teachers can really have an inpact on someones life.. I mean how many of you remember your teachers.. all of you. That could be me.. eieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Im so scared. Craziness.. o well.. So who is ready for school to start? gosh.. eieee.. love u all

Horse shit

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 19:48:45 GMT

Well i haven't written in a long time, but i have been vagabonding it around ..is that the right word. I must say that I have utilized my resources.. and probably exhausted them.. I want to thank Liz sean klaus and ramon for helping me move. Thank you to marinella for giving up her entire room to become my storage unit. and thank you to sarab for saving my life. I also want to thank manders the locksmith.. for getting the broken key out of the lock and terri for some much needed laughter. For those of you who hadn't heard. I had just got off of work last night after a 13 hour shift. I go to the grocery store buy some milk and tp and then drive over to sarab, ashb and lizh new apartment to stay. I lug my clothes and groceries up three flight of stairs and get the key under the mat. I go to put the key in the lock and the damn key snaps when i turn it. meanwhile i can hear liz saying "it's tricky to open the door".. and i repsond to "oh i think i can figure it out" . So I call liz to tell her what i had done, meanwhile its so damn humid out that I am sweating like a pig.. so I smell like sweaty coffee... ew.. The funny thing is.. for some reason I always kept a paper clip attached to my apron and all my co-workers would ask why..and i would just say oh in case i ever need it.. in actuality i was to lazy to take it off. BUT EUREAKA .. this is why i had it.. it's like it was meant to be.. hahha .. well i tryed to jimmy out the key with the paper clip and meanwhile liz's neighbor walks up and I try to explain that I am not breaking in.. hahha. So finally Liz, manders, and teri come to save me and Liz had a pair of needlenosed pliers-- thanks to kyle ( the only thing good that came out of him).. hahah. Needless to say between the paperclip and the pliers we got the key out. Sarab is saving the key and putting it in her scrapbook. hahha.. Well other than that nothing much has happened besides I acutally turned my keys in from my old apartment and I OFFICALLY don't live there anymore.. it was kinda sad. I am super excited to go to cocoa beach with all of you. love you all

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 18:58:13 GMT

First of all... I think that i just realized that marinella's cat, Butters was named after a south park character.. or am I wrong? I'm in a lonely mood at the moment. I just feel as though I'm looked at as some "fun". Even the other night I believe I got drunk dialed last night .. for a booty call so to speak.. and I hadn't ever with that person. Granted I like the attention that I've gotten but it gets a little old. But i have realized that I do like a challenge.. I think that if something is too easy, I get uninterested. I think that is why Ryan and I stayed together so long, he was always a constant challenge. Why do I put myself through this?? Why? I think its a girl thing or maybe it's just me. okay i'm done.

love u all

Update on my life.. if you were interested. haha

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 17:02:33 GMT

Well.. as you all know I went to Reno and Lake Tahoe last week for a family renunion.. We were in Reno for about two days and we realized there was nothing to do but Gamble and we had little kids with us so we decided to go to Lake Tahoe. I must say that was the most beautiful place i have ever been to. The weather was perfect. The water was a little cold but i still hopped in. I shopped around at the ski lounge and we ate out a lot. I gambled and didn't really win anything.. I just played the slots because I was too chicken shit to play blackjack. hahaha.. well here are some pics..

I'm Leaving.....

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 00:14:00 GMT

Well guys, I'm going to Reno tomarrow.. till next thursday. BTW i am going to need someone to pick me up.. haha..I am going to miss you all. I better get some phone calls since I won't be able to get online. love you all..

PO ASS BITCH

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 23:44:08 GMT

This has to be one of the worst days ever... I go to work at 530am till 12.. and i was working on no sleep because i was busting my ass to move all my shit out of my apartment.I rented a storage unit and moved everything in two days. I get off work, tired as hell to go turn in my keys. I get to the place and apparently its required that you give them 30 days notice when you want to move out. I assumed when your lease ends, and you don't resign, that means you are moving right? WRONG. So now i have to pay another whole months rent, 750 bucks. Yeah, 750 bucks.. because i didn't give them a notice saying i was leaving and i had to have Ryan sign it as well. So needless to say i have an apartment with no electricity, no cable , with nothing in it for a month. Let me tell you how histarical I was. EXTREMELY histarical. Thank god my parents are helping me and so is Ryan. Granted he'll probably offically hate me for the rest of my life now, but at least he has a legitimate reason not to ever talk to me.. haha.. I feel like such a dumbass. I am already poor enough as it is. I'm pretty much over it now, but if you would have called me a couple hours ago... i would have been in tears... well. needless to say i am getting shitfaced this weekend..

I love you all....

Horse shit

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 06:45:03 GMT

I don't really know what to write in this livejournal. I've been thinking about my friends a lot. I've been thinking about my love life situation. I've been thinking about the move. I think I can say that I am satisfied with most aspects. I don't really know what to say.. okay i love you all....

P.S

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:51:58 GMT

I would also like to thank the creator of Resolve carpet cleaner.. somehow barely any red hunch punch or sangria got on the carpet.. how is that possible?

THE PARTY

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:47:22 GMT

Well can i just say that I feel so loved that everyone came to my parr tayy. Well my party started off with a bang.. at first I was freaken out bc I wanted to make sure everyone knew how to get here and as soon as they did.. then i started to drink. I had hunch punch, a keg, some kick ass sangria and some jack. I spent like 150 bucks, but eh.. that is what credit cards are for. I never really threw a party and I must say I think i did a good job! At least 30-40 people were there and minus a little bit of drama and pissing my neighbor off things went smoothly. Yeah i got a note from my neighor typed and with boldface words... he said he hadn't gotten my note about my party till this morning however I posted it at 11am yesterday.. and he bitched bc i hadn't put my phone number on it.. when all he had to do was peek his head outside the door and tell us to knock it off. Idiot. Owell... I hope that you guys had fun bc i sure did.. Too bad sarab and david weren't there.. Oh and if you want to laugh realy hard. you have to hear sarab's drunken voicemails from me... they are hilarious... Well i offically have 7 days until i move out of my apartment.. yayayaya

here are some pics...

John was thirsty..

this picture makes me laugh

That is marinella denying me.. gosh...

I loved that we were singing...

How many people can you cram into my apartment?

ramon fell over the keg.. you can see his foot... hahaha

My first keg stand ever!!!! It actually tasted good.. hahha

John was blessing us with beer... hahaha

My O face..

What does Ariel want

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 06:37:55 GMT

What the shit do I want? Do I want to date someone? What the crap is dating? Does that mean you are exclusive? I really have no idea what the shit dating is. Call me crazy but if you like someone and someone likes you.. shouldn't you date? I'm just putting that out there.. that's all..

love you all.

I AM SO READY TO PARTY HEARTY TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekend in Stuart

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 05:45:10 GMT

WELL WELL WELL.. SaraB AshB and RamonO went to Stuart for the weekend...
Can i just say that Map Quest is the Devil and David needs to learn to tell us how to get to his house better... geezz..
It took us an extra hour and a half to get to Stuart because our asses got lost.. We ended up being as close as thirty miles to PC before we really started going east.. WOW.. and i had to buy a map of Flordia in hispanicville.. Needless to say Ramon got drunk in the car... however we had fun.. rapping in the car and shit..
Anyways, so we finally get there and decide to go to Friday's.. meanwhile.. I am dog ass tired because i was basically running on three hours of sleep in 24 hours.. It was fun and I spilled a water... one of the quotes of the trip was that night... I think it was ramon that asked if David's mom was a light sleeper and AshB was like... did you say "light saber?" We laughed histarically..
Saturday... we ate breakfast and then had a picnic at the beach.. it was nice and we saw some surfers.. Ramon and I had a dirt fight.. Later we finally met Jonathan.. David's best friend ..and we went to west palm beach.. we made him listen to Dane Cook in the Car.. the "we gotta go" part .. he musta thought we were idiots.. We walked around West Palm and ate at Wet Willies where we had a pretty bitchy waitress but ehh we just made fun of her the whole time as usual.. We also went to the beach and sat around there for a while.. Then we went to Chilli's and everyone except for AshB got pretty drunk and then another quote of the night occured... and I said " I didn't ride four hours for no ride"... granted i wasn't expecting a ride so to speak but uhh we were cracking on David's lack of enthusism towards me the entire day.. It got a laugh.. hahha.. on the way home we all rapped "RIDIN Dirty" even jonathan sang with us.. he fits right in..
Sunday.. we went to the Stuart Mall and ate and us girls watched "The breakup" while the boys watched "X3" .. Let me just say that all men need to watch the break up.. I saw ryan and I throughout that entire movie.. I would pay for Ryan to go see it.. It was Hilarious how well it dipicted a break up.. man oh man.. Well... we went back to david's got our stuff and was planning on leaving at a decent time.. but uhh.. we went to get gas and I realized that I lost my wallet.. or I dropped in in THEATER 12 and Sarab and I know the exact moment we dropped it because I heard it drop thinking it was nothing.. damn it all.. well we went back to the movie theater and there was no wallet.. so now i have no id ,no debit card ,nothing.. but I did cancel everything.. yay.. i feel better.. However I have no wallet and I really liked that wallet too damn it all.. Oh well as Sarab says.. everything happens for a reason.. shiiitt...

I had had a feeling that this weekend would be a make it or break it moment for the whole me and david situation.. I dunno whatever u want to call it.. But needless to say I felt kinda ignored the whole weekend, granted i wasn't expecting him to be all over me.. but he had hardly acted like he was remotely interested MOST of the time.. not all of it.. hehe.. However Sarab just says that is how he is.. but i assumed that if he really wanted something (aka me).. then he'd go after it.. I felt like an agressor so to speak..even jonathan picked up on the "lack of enthesaism" .. i don't mind making the first move but i don't want to have to make it all the time... I ASSUME that he just changed his mind about me.. which is fine.. I can handle that.. However..girls tend to assume to much and guys just take things for what they are.. That is one thing i learned from tuggle.. don't assume anything.. but is so hard not to let your mind wonder..ehh.. im sick of worrying about it.. alright well. here are some pics..

Walking in West Palm

It took us like 5 times to get this pic

This makes me laugh

Yes I am a dork

At the beach in stuart

I need to take my own advice..

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 00:00:49 GMT

You know how i just wrote about how you can't talk to your ex because eventually they just piss you off.. well I had actually called Ryan for a legitamate reason today.. and somehow he always manages to piss me off.. i think he has a gift.. I had told him that Erin or sean could probably help me move so he didn't have to and i mentioned that I didn't want to get him in trouble with Kate ( in actuallality I could care less but i was just being nice). He goes on to say no.. she trusts me... and then says.. Imagine that huh?? Insinuating that I didn't trust him.. Granted no I didn't ever think that Ryan would ever actually cheat on me.. BUT I DID KNOW THAT he liked Kate.. I was just looking out for myself.. SO i said to him.. " well you dating her now aren't you.. what does that tell you?.. I was right.. DON'T COMPARE MY ASS TO HER.. BEcause there really is no comparison.. and i don't mean that in a cocky way... DO you guys ever see Porkypine99 online anymore? NOPE thats because he got what he wanted.. all he did was talk to women aka Kate on the internet while we were dating.. Does he do that shit to her now? NEgative.. Does he go and sneak out to see his old flame from high school behind her back? NO.. he doesn't.. Has he ever blantantly went against what she hates the most.. knowing the consequences of is actions (aka smoking weed).. NO he hasn't so of course she's going to trust him completely.. she has no reason not to.. Granted if he hung out with me two days a week.. do you think she'd be happy about it.. NEGATIVE... That really pisses me off. You can't compare the end of a five year relationship with the begining of a new one.... AM i really that much of a bitch??? Just don't fucking compare me to her.. EVER. Man i was pissed...

love you all....

I started this at work....

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:51:20 GMT

Well once again I am at work and i already sent Dimitri home at 7.. its slow... and you know what that means.. my mind wanders...

Up, someone just walked in... oh wait they just wanted directions.. DO I LOOK like map to you??? Anyway...

Well I have offically 16 days till I move out of my apartment.. im sad and excited alltogether.. and I thank you in advance to everyone, if I stay at your apartment.. scrappy thanks u too..

Well in two days sarab ashb and i are going to Stuart for David's bday. I am really excitied to see him.. and for those of you that are wondering.. no we aren't dating.. yes we've talked about.... I'll just leave it at that... mwahhahahaha....

I was thinking about it. and there are quite a few of us that are in "complicated dating relationships" and it makes me think of a quote from the wedding date..

"Everyone woman has the exact love life that she wants".. or its something to that degree.. and you know what.. it is sort of true..

When you are ready to let go of that "asshole" of an ex-boyfriend or ex- girlfriend you will when you are ready to.. and its not necessarily true that your ex is an ASS so to speak.. they just weren't for you and i know a few people that still need to let go of these people, don't invite them to places and then complain that they are coming.. its called a break up because it's broken.... no you can't stay friends with them or at least be the way that you were before. especially if they have already moved on.. and IF they HAVEN'T moved on doesn't mean that you can stay the same either..If you really loved this person.. you can't be friends right away after the break up.. you need to be away from each other and yes its hard but you know what if i can do it you can do it.. thats what your friends are for...

I was getting depressed the other day because i realized that 5 years really is a long time and that there are sooo many memories that I could look back on with him but now.. not so much.. You have to move forward and not look backward.. I have already made what feels like a years worth of memories in one semester.. I am having such a good time..

Don't settle for a relationship just because you are a lonely bitch.. shiit we are allll lonely.. suck it up.. YOU DESERVE BETTER.. yes there is someone out there for you or at least someone that makes you happier.. it always happens when you aren't looking for it.. ask me or sarab.. There are good guys and gals out there and no you probably aren't going to meet them at a bar.. so if you do meet one there don't be surprised when they turn out to be an asshole... they only wanted one thing anyway..

Don't be an ass to people who are happy in a relationship or are happy in whatever kind of relationship.. you were there once and you will be there again one day.. in the meantime be happy for them because they are your friend... and if you are in a relationship try your best not to ditch your friends.. we have ALL done it.. there has to be a balance between the two.

IF you think you are all alone.. you're not, you can't expect to meet people by sitting on your ass.. get out there and meet people don't be shy you've got at least 12 other people that I can think of that think you are an awesome person.. so don't be afraid.. hehehe... I love our group...

I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!

This is what happens when I'm at work..

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 23:31:59 GMT

Well since Alberto is on his way.. no one decided that they needed coffee from us.. it is ridiculously slow, even Morgan went to get her nails done just for the hell of it..
I have been thinking a lot about the last four years and a lot has happened.. I mean when we graduated,what kind of person did you think you'd be in four years... There is quite a lot of things that has happened since that I didn't expect..
1) Ramon came out .. and now he's my best friend...
2) Ashley got married and is a mail lady and Manu is the most kick ass Indian i ever met
3) Marinella came out and I actually talk to her..shit girl i barely knew you in High School and now im living with you... hot damn
4) I gained a new best friend.. Sarab.. the adopted Port Charlottian
5) Rahil made a complete 180 and does drugs and shit
6) I met manders, sean, david, deidra, erin, joey, morgan, melissa, carrie and rachel... I really do love you guys
7) I realize lesbians are awesome..
8) AshB, Liz and sarab had serious relationships and now are SINGLE BABY YEAH!!
9) I actually got closer to people from High School.. Ashb, Liz, Ramon, Rahil, marinella, tuggle, klaus... they keep going
10) I realized that there is a place shitter than PC and that place is called Spring Hill.. hhahah
11) Port Charlotte people are everywhere and its actually moving on up in the world
12) Three words.. FUCK HURRICANE CHARLEY
13) We actually kinda look forward to hurricane season.. mainly for parties and canceled school.
14) Ryan and I actually broke up.. although it was ineveitable..
15) I also met one of the most random people you'll ever meet.. Joey Fashowy and i love him to death..
16) I lived in Daytona Beach and almost moved to Ft Meyers
17) I became a groupie??? hahaha

Well that is all that I can think of at the moment and I should really get back to work.. but on a side note: There was a guy that applied to the Beanery today and he gradated from.. you guessed it.. Port Charlotte High School.. hhahahaha.

Love you all

Random thoughts...

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 06:04:27 GMT

Here are some interesting tidbits about me and other thoughts..

It's irratating when someone goes to the gym and doesn't wear a sports bra.. trying to show off a fake rack.. you look desprate and old... lordy..
THANK GOD I HAVE AN ASS.. I had to have seen the flattest ass on earth today . i am telling you that is a curse...
I also realize that people love to either puke or almost puke in or on my car..having a spacious 5 seater with air conditioning.. it's a curse...
Ramon and I and Sarab and I have more than enough pictures together but yet we still take at least three everytime we go out.. i love it
I also am prolly the only person that doesn't call ramon by a nickname.. I just call him ramon.. is that weird? Unless u count maroon.. but my grandma did that one...
I love drunk dialing people.. i drunk dialed 11 people yesterday.. and i can't say i remember them all..
I can name at least five people that laugh at my laugh... I dunno if i should take that the wrong way or not...
I hate using lol... and when i say HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. i usually am laughing out loud.. I totally look like a pyscho when I am on aim...
I can safely say that I have practically no secrets.. between ramon ashley, ryan and sarab.. my whole life is laid out on the table..maybe i should be more secretive.. but I LOVE TELLING!!!
You can almost always tell how im feeling by my face.. except maybe at work.. sometimes i look pissed but im actually not..
I also just realized that some people like my smile... no ones has ever told me that before.. until recently..Hey it works for tips.. yeahya
Although I've established this before.. i have a problem with looking people in the eyes.. i dunno what it is...
I get real bold when im drunk.. im a bitchy groupie.. but you know what it worked didn't it??
I really do care when people dislike me.. even if its for no reason.. or even if it was something I did, i try to make it up.. in fact i'm friends with someone that hated my guts at one point in time...
I like to feel like I am important in someone's life.. like i matter.. i love how close i am to my friends.. and I hope i make my friends feel the same way..
I'm not sure if im romantic or not?
I feel cool that im a girl that drives stick... it's sexy damn it.. (sarab knows)no actually.. it's BA... yay for dane...
I can safely say that i will probably never have nails.. they taste too good apparently...
I feel like a sell out whenever i wear make up or wear something dressy.. i dunno.. like who am I trying to impress?
I really am slighty terrified to teach... i look like a freaken student for crying outloud..
I feel bad for both my parents.. its a long story.. but I've always felt that way.. thats why i was such a good kid...
I think my sister hates me sometimes... thats another long story
I am practically the first person on my dad's side of the family to go to college.. my dad didn't even graduate high school...and no we aren't white trash... so in his book im the golden child.. which is one reason why it think my sister hates me at times...
My new favorite word for drunk is.. "toasted".. man i got toasted last night

okay well Im gonna stop.. im sorry for wasting your time....

Love you all...

wow.

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:50:29 GMT

I am so happy for sarab.. i love you

I haven't written in a while...

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 23:15:59 GMT

Well, again I've been having a great time with all my friends this entire summer.. and it just started. I move out of my apartment in three weeks and I am homeless for a month, so I am going to have to "sleep around" so to speak.. hahaha. I started filling out my internship application.. this shit is getting scary.. in a year I'll be graduated and have a real job.. That scares the shit out of me. I was at one point so sick of going to school and now I don't want to leave. Shit I'll have a job then I'll have to get married.. god.. shit. I'm not even dating anyone right now. How are people married at 22...honestly.. shit even 18 year olds are married... Damn i feel like a loser and not a loser at the same time.. hahha. I have realized this.. things happen when you don't look for them to happen. You can't go out chasing after people bc I did that with Mr. Newell and look how that ended up. Relationships and dating always happen when you least expect them to and its not always at the perfect time. Shit happens... plain and simple.. and it's fun as hell. Anyways.. I love you all

For all you single bitches out there.. that means all of you

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 19:47:51 GMT

"Single"

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Well thats part of the song... So next time you guys feel like a lonely bitch.. just remember You're awesome and don't settle for less than great.. hahaha.. even though it sucks at the same time.
Its funny because i was talking to ramon mar and sarab about what are we supposed to do when we get significant others.. just wait for everyone else to get one??.. we'd all be waiting forever.. I'll be depressed when that day comes.. This is by far the longest that I have ever been SINGLE EVER! congrats to me..and while i know some of you shake your head.. in disgust.. i know i know.. I really do love you all and i am having the time of my life right now..

Crazy.. random.. retarded... and AMAZING

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 06:35:06 GMT

This has had to been the most fun week or so that I have had in a long time. I spent so much time with my friends.. I really do love you guys.. It was the week of vistors and the week of quotes.. All we did was either quote ourselves..dane cook or.. rap songs.... We really are "out of our fucking minds". I think we turned some people.. like Matt and Klaus.... get out while you can... hahahaa. Some fun things that have happened...
"GHOST RIDE THE WHIP".. everyone did it except me somehow... shit even klaus
"ThiZZ face" the face you make when someone pukes in your car..damn it Rahil
"WE GOT TO GO.." Dane cook quote that we say to each other.. even if we aren't going anywhere..
"PDDURPT".. haaaah..haaaa.. do dutt dudda dut dudda PDDRUPT".. that us trying to rap "shake" drunk in the back of my car..
"BBBdddadtd".. i can't type it.. but its the part that ramon and I like.. and he would randomly yell it out for no reason.. its in a song.. hahha
"Amazing and Awesome" that is all you people say and I tried to make them go down the alphabet and use new words...
"Dance Bitch!!".. what we told rahil to do while in the car..
"Come on!!!" amd "i hate you" that is apparently two of my quirks..
I also apparently laugh at compeletly nothing and then David laughs and then I laugh at David..
"Are you serious?" "Are you satelite radio?"-- that was rahil.. it took us a minute but we got it.. GET IT?
"Awesomely retarded" a phrase i used... and sums up the week in general..
The napkin.. incident.. only sarab and I got that one.. but i still died laughing..
PC people everywhere.. our sever at chillis was from North Port.. crazy.. so crazy that Deidra is going to make a shirt that says "I'm not from Port Charlotte".. DO IT!!
I pulled "a liz".. we'll tell you what that is Liz.. if you ever HANG OUT WITH US!!!
Mimicking other people's Laughs... Marinella's is hard to do.. and mine is by far the easiest...
SOCO and Lime tastes like Key Lime PIE and rahil's vomit smells like Dortitos.. ewww

I must also say that its fun to point out peoples quirks and then wait for them to do them.. ramon and I then start laughing when they come about.. then we look crazy for laughing....
Aight well i love you all...

Random.. PC people i swear

Thu, 25 May 2006 20:09:57 GMT

Well Klaus Freeland called me today... for those of you who do not know, hes from PC and graduated with the rest of our folk. He is most likely going to move in with Ramon, first Beam and now Klaus... its just bc PC people are so awesome. Who would have thought.. whats really funny is that back in the day I used to have a crush on Klaus and I actually made a conscious choice to go after Ryan instead... silly girl.. I think you will all like him, he's pretty laid back as far as I have heard. Sarab thinks he hot!! Swishhh.. Then as soon as i got of the phone with him, Amy Lenard, who used to date klaus, called ramon.. I swear this is all freaky... THEN, on my way home i see Ryan and Matt in the middle of the median.. matt got in a car accident. That sucks but its like, I live in Tampa and yet all I see are PC people.. crazyiness... It really is a small world.. I'm so excited for this PARTY!!

love you all

Relationships and men

Wed, 24 May 2006 07:56:55 GMT

Well it's funny that ramon has discussed what he looks for in a guy, bc i was just discussing that myself with him and this was before I even read his shit...
I do realize that they have to have the same kind of humor that I have, because I do realize that there are different types of humor out there and that I don't like them all. Laughing at ignorant people or laughing at people that don't realize they are being dumb isnt funny to me, it just seems kind of vindictive. Now laughing at people who know they are being dumb... that is all me...
Do you need to be attractive?? Yes? Am I looking for a ripped CK model?.. no...
Also, you have to laugh at me.. i dunno what it is.. but i like to make people laugh, and I think that is what was wrong with ryan.. i made him laugh but not in the ways i make my friends laugh.. i dunno we were weird..
Goofy but not too goofy... you can't be a complete dork... but you can't be a "wall" either...
Express how you feeling but don't be a wuss, tell me what you want or what you don't like.. I love striaght-forward people, but don't be an ass... I am still a girl my feelings can get hurt...However I hate when i have to yank things out of you.. (another ryan problem)
Smart... but if you are really smart don't make other feel stupid or inferior.. i like the quiet smart ones.. does that make sense? Unless you have a cool smart like John, who knows every damn movie and every damn actor, then you can voice that .. hahaha
My friends have to like you and you have to like my friends.. the same goes with my family.. which is also a major part of my life.. I also must like your family....
Good kisser... my god you have to know how to kiss.. some of that shit can't be taught because i can school you in the bed... hahhaha.. im kidding...okay not really... uauauauaua
NO drugs whatsoever.. don't even get me started...
Goal Orientented.. you can't be working at taco bell for 20 years..
You have to want to go out, but also love to stay and do absoultely nothing.. a good mix in between the two..
Honest..I don't ever want to question the relationship, I spent way to much of my time in my past relationship on jealousy.. but usually girls can sense that shit.. case in point ryan and kate.. i fucking called it..
Sporty somewhat... Im no perfect athlete but shit i am good at some things..
Independent.. but i also love to be needed.. because I am a giver, but don't call me 10 times a day either..
Is completely in love with me... shit i deserve it.. hahhaha.. and I'll return the favor..

I'm sure that there are things that I missed and I'll look back and say, damn it... i shoulda put that..

At this point I am unsure of what I want my relationship status to be.. I mean I am a lonely bitch and there are people that I am attracted to, but I am having so much fun just hanging out with my friends its like.. why ruin a good thing? Also, I see people like Ash and nate, ryan and kate, anthony and shiiit whats her name... and its like.. damn they missed out on so much.. and I know i have missed out.. I dunno if they look at us as immature college students, but you know what,we are just having fun and we have the rest of our lives to be adults.. I even asked ramon the other day...
"when are we supposed to grow up?.. because i don't want to... hahah" The good thing about teaching is that yes i will have to be an adult but I can still be a kid at heart as well.. O well I'll stop blabbering now...
Love you all